Good morning person! I got some bad news this morning. I step on the scale this bitch had moved up 13 pounds. My knees gave out on me and I fell to the floor. I was so devastated and distraught that I passed out for a few moments.
Now let’s stop right here. Let’s marinated on this for a few minutes. Let’s think about what got me here. First of all I ran out of my protein and didn’t drink them for about 2 or 3 weeks. I endudge in some buffet meals, Thanksgiving, not exercising, stayed started drinking soda. The list go on, and on. My first sign that something was amissed was when I put on a pair of pants that was loose before but was now tight as hell!! I couldn’t even sit in the bad boys. 🤔 I knew I was going have to weight Myself the next morning.
Now here thing…..I am very aware how 10 pounds can turn into 10 more pounds and another 10 pounds. So I am on a mission to get back on course. Most people would just give up and not be able to regroup. But not me. I refuse to get caught up in my daily life duties and neglect my weight. Shoot I like looking sexy in my clothes and being able to stop traffic. 😉. Lol…but for real. I can’t go back to were I came from. I am on a mission to get back on track. Heck no it is not easy but it can be done. Keep me in your prayers as I regain my focus and drop these last 30 pounds that I have been trying to lose since I started this journey.
Good morning beautiful people! I know I have been missing in action for about a month but things have really been hectic around here in my house. For starter my Mom’s house that she was renting had mold in it and she has been staying with me because she had severe Asthma and we are not taking a chance, Now let’s pause right there. When a woman reaches adulthood she usually moves away from her parents home. So now after 20 something years Mama and I are back in the same house. Now don’t get me wrong I love my Ma and enjoy all the time we have spend together. It just add more on you when someone else is in your home. Plus she is so old fashion. I mean take this for instant…one morning I am up getting ready for work and she gets up also…at the crack of dawn and had no where to go. She heads into the restroom were I am doing my makeup and hair. I notice as she is making small talk she is looking down and does not look in the mirror. Finally she said “Tracy do you remember when I told you it was bad luck for two people to look in the mirror.” I stop and pause and walkout of the bathroom. Then I turn around and go back and tell her to go to her room and finish replaiting her hair I got to go to the work and big boy got to get to school. Lol. She came in the bathroom with me and interrupted my process and about made me leave. Man I love my Mama!!
Second thing is preparing my son the boy/man ready for high school graduation and college. We are taking SAT/ACT and taking College tours, filing out the applications.
Third thing…I am having issues with my blood pressure. This sucker is staying around 160/100 something every morning when I check it. Plus I have been having these headaches also. I mean I don’t know what else to do. The doctor is closely monitoring it and I check it every morning but I am struggling big time. There are days when I don’t even want to get up and go to work. I am so tired every day around 3:00 and all I want to do it sleep.
Then there is my job…..shaking my head. I love my caseload and the work I do. However things have change since my eyes have been opened and I see more clearly. Let’s just say I am really working hard toward starting my own restaurant.
I am back in this and will be posting several updates in the next couple weeks. Be blessed and not stressed and until the next time!
Good morning beautiful people!! Today is your girl’s birthday. I got so much to celebrate because he woke me up one more day to celebrate another year with family and friends.
You know the closer I get to 50 years old the more I start to revaulation my life. I am seeking so much more such as peace, stability and love. I am at the age were I am refusing to accept anything more. I mean my golden years are only a couple years away. I want to remain healthy and live a long meaningful life. I want to continue to focus on my relationship with GOD and be a better mother, wife and friend. My family, weight and career always come after that.
Things don’t always go the way I want it to but I do my best to keep moving forward. My career is something that I want to grow and I love blogging but have never thought of this as more than hobby.
I want to continue growing and moving forward in my life and be able to look back see my growth in five years, like I am able to do now. I love that I accomplished some really great goals such as having my undergrad and graduation degree and I am working as a counselor. I just want to continue to grow and prosper more. This is my hope for my birthday today.
Good beautiful people! Recently I started to noticed that my feet and hands were swelling and I was retaining a lot of fluid. I also noticed that even though I was walking I was still gaining weight. It wasn’t a lot but it was slowly inches toward a weight that gave me the hivvies jevvies. SO I amped up my exercise regime and I started walking. I am averaging around 2 to 3 miles about 3 days a week. I even started using that funky sweat suit that they sell at Wal-Mart that makes you sweat more. Shoot I walking and draining sweat everywhere trying to stop those pounds when the whole time it was fluid. Now here is the kicker I knew my feet had swollen up but never in a million year did I think my thighs had. But sure enough they had extra fluid also. Because my pants were tighter in the thighs but now they are loose again. I did call my doctor about getting something for swelling but it was never called in. So when I had my next 3 month checkup I let it slip my mind the last time I saw him because I was concerned about my acid reflux. Well fast forward to now both feet was extremely swollen with fluid and I know I am retaining fluid. To make a long story short I saw my doctor Wednesday and he did give me a prescription for lanix. My blood pressure was 175/ 115 and this was causing concerns for the doctor. He order blood work and EKG and is referring me to a cardiologist. Well to break it all down…I started the fluid pills Thursday morning and fast forward to today and I have dropped 13 pounds. My feet are sliding in my shoes and my clothes are lose all over. Evidently I was retaining fluid all over. I have been feeling bad for a good minute but I just blamed everything on my Acid reflux. Now I know different. Nevertheless I do have to admit one thing. I have never really did well with my water intake as I have previously posted about. I knew I could get more in and this could be the cause, so it is my own fault. As weight loss patients we got to follow the doctor orders to ensure that we remain healthy.
My primary doctor had me to also start keeping a record of my blood pressure. He did a EKG and took blood work and is referring me to the heart doctor. I am required to check my blood pressure every morning and every night before I go to sleep and drop the log off once a week at the doctor office.
Even though I have had the weight loss surgery you can still have medical problems with blood pressure, acid reflux, fluid retention and other things. Do not for one minute believe that this surgery prevents other things from happening because this is not true. The weight loss surgery is just a tool to help you get the weight down and under control and the rest is up to you. I will follow up with my visit to the cardiology.
Good afternoon beautiful people. I have recently started having really bad acid reflux. It seems to be sitting right at the back of my throat causing nausea. I take my medication everyday and dodged anything that could make it start burning. However I have notice that something as simple as water makes it start up. One thing about Gastric bypass surgery is that acid reflux shouldn’t be a problem anymore because of how the stomach is rearranged. Well that’s not the case with me. Mine was bad before my surgery and still is!
Here is the kicker RNY Gastric Bypass procedure is considered the gold standard treatment for GERD in obese patients. The creation of our new small pouch is suppose to diverts most of the acid produced by the stomach away from the esophagus. I wished someone would tell my body that. Shoot I had to call my doctor to prescribed something stronger. I take two different pills a day one in the morning and one at night to alleviate the acid reflux. I am having a endoscopy and colonscopy next month at the same time to look at my pouch and I am having the colonscopy because colon cancer runs in my family. My mother had stage one colon cancer about two years ago and my Grandmother passed away from stage four colon cancer. Because of this I have to start having colonscopy at the age of 44 years old to prevent colon cancer.
I have to tell you something else I learned while looking up information about acid reflux after gastric bypass surgery. It was stated in one of the articles that I read that when you eat fatty foods this can also cause acid reflux because my little pouch is trying to break that illegal fat down. Thus causing extreme acid reflux. If this is the case it is nobody fault but my own. I know how I am suppose to eat and I deserve it by eating fatty foods and not following my nutrition guidelines. Shoot I tell you what this heifer right here has learned and I am ignoring all fatty foods…. don’t nobody got time for 24 hours, 7 days a week heartburn. Plus I am considering cutting out my one cup of caffeine filled coffee in the morning…. All I want is …..to be heartburn free. I do know when I see my gastric bypass doctor I would never tell him I googled my symptoms because doctors hate to hear that when they are examining you.
Nevertheless keep me in your thoughts and prayers as we figure out what is going on.
Good morning beautiful people! As we know I have been really active about my weight loss. I want to reach my weight goal which means I got to get really proactive about my weight loss. I have always wanted to jog but was unsure that I can do it. Well yesterday i decide to walk around my neighborhood and use the Map me walk app.
I started off at a good pace with my headphones on and my stick to beat off any creatures that venture to close to me. One thing about my neighborhood is that it has a lot of hills and this caused me to burn more calories and energy. I did really well and did not get tired at all… Just sweaty. I walked about a mile and half and burn around 240 calories. I am planning on walking again everyday and I am going to try a longer distance because I want to burn around 500 calories each time.
The while point of this post is that I didn’t think I would be able to jog. But after starting my walking regime outside…. I think I may be a jogger in the near future.
Hey beautiful people! Sorry I haven’t been posting but it’s been crazy this last month at work. As you all know i consider myself a fashionista…. The cheap version. See this one right here will never ever own a pair of red bottom shoes unless someone send them to me free. This right cha here will never ever wear Verace clothing. Lol…I am just being real. If i ever win the lottery or get a my dream job making over 100 grand a year I still wouldn’t buy any because I can’t see paying those type of prices for clothing.
I know somebody looking at this post like what does this have to do with weight loss. A lot I say. When you are overweight you was limited in what and where you could purchase your clothing from. Now three years later it is better everybody is carrying size 26 all the way up to size 32. But back in 2014 which was just three year ago it was not that easy. I had started thinking about sewing and designing my own clothing because it was so hard to find clothing in my size that look good professionally. I know at that time Catherine’s and lane Bryant was out there but they are high also. At that time my favorite store Ashley Stewart didn’t go pass a 24 or 26. Cato’s Stores carried my size but you and every other person had the same outfit on.
Now fast forward to now… Clothes in my size 14 are everywhere. White, lime green , mauve, peach, orange all these colors…. Oh my what is a girl to do… But shop until she drop. My closet rods get mad everytime I hang something new in there.
I just celebrated my 3 years weight loss surgery anniversary on July 31. Being able to shop anywhere is the best reward for losing this weight. I love going to the Goodwill and putting pretty pieces together. It just something about feeling and looking good when you go out. Because I can reflect back before my weight loss surgery and I swore everybody was whispering about my weight behind my back. Shoot I remember the first time I flew on my first airplane flight, my sister had told me before hand to ask for a extender for the seat belt as soon as I got on to avoid any embarrassment of asking after I sat down. This was so true. Little things like that draw attention to your weight big time. Nevertheless this is not a problem anymore…. Because I know they are eagerly waiting just to see what I have on. (I have been told this numerous times) I have set the stage for me and only me…I can’t be better than nobody but me …..from two days ago.
GOD blessing! Stay blessed and not stressed! Love, peace and Happiness beautiful people!
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