One thing I have always pride myself on being is inspiring. I refused to be a Debbie Downer. With that being said, yes I was threw for a loop and felt like there were certain individuals that could have help but didn’t. One thing I know for fact is that Tracy is responsible for my kids, my husband and myself and in that order. I know that I got to watch out for us and always put us first. So why should I be surprised when someone else doesn’t want to help and disappears when you need them.
Nevertheless I have moved on and is eagerly waiting for my surgery date on July 30th with $1000.00 less in my pocketbook.
On another good note I have lost a total of 28 pounds!! Everybody that I see keep talking about how much weight I am losing and that if I am losing the weight do I really need the surgery. I cannot comprehension why people are saying this. Because there is no possible way that I can drink Optifast four times a day and one low-fat healthy meal everyday for $120.00 weekly forever. I could do the low-fat meals because that is what the gastric bypass requires but not Optifast forever.
As I am shrinking I am constantly thinking of a masterplan to ensure that I remain and maintain my weight loss to live a long and healthy blessed life.