I have this really crazy friend who I love with all my heart. She and I became friends about four years ago. My friend is this beautiful natural hair single very educated sister. She started working with me and brought a ray of sunshine in our office.
She is leaving and moving on to bigger and better things. It breaks my heart that I will not be able to go into her office and scream out my frustrations because her office is vacant as of today. Even though we all want the best for our friends, you hate to lose such valuable friendship.
Nevertheless, life goes on and we progress and we have both promised to stay in touch and never lose contact. I love you my beautiful butterfly. You are free, you are free.
Well my time is approaching really fast and your girl is scared and nervous as heck.
My surgery date is July 15th and my family reunion is July 12th on my son 15th birthday.
As I have previously stated….myself and several other people have taken it on ourselves to plan our first reunion in over 10 years. Nevertheless I am slam worn out. I am so tired that my feet will start walking and my body is still standing still. Then I wake up and realize I was dreaming of walking. LOL
I am second guessing myself about this surgery. I am wondering if this is the right decision and can I lose weight without surgery and the truth of the matter is no. However, all the possible complications scares the living day lights out of me. I mean really I am taking a perfectly good organ and changing it to lose weight. I have caught myself just lost in deep thoughts about this. Please keep me in your prayers as the count down begins.