I have to get myself on track again. I slipped up and fell face first in a cheeseburger plate last week. I just happen be walking and all of sudden I slipped and fell on a cheeseburger plate. When I push myself up the burger was in my mouth. LOL..if I can’t laugh at my mistakes something is really wrong. I also did something really stupid Wednesday…. I ate a piece of seven favor pound cake, and two pieces of brownies and, and, (I know what else did this heifer eat) ice cream. As soon as I finished eating I got a huge sugar rush and it was over and done. I have never felt so bad in my life. I have been sugar-free for at least three months. I started sweating and feeling all dizzy like. I couldn’t figure out what was going on, until I remember those succulent brownies covered in ice cream and the seven favor pound cake. I will not venture down that road anytime soon for a long time. I realize that SUGAR is not my friend.
I am paying for a gym membership that I have only use a few times in the last couple of months. I made a goal that I would attend the gym at least three times a week. But of course I have not followed through with that goal. I can say this much my daughter and son is using the membership. I am trying to figure out when I can go……but I feel so bad. I just feel so tired all the time and all I want to do is sleep. I am taking a vitamin and hopefully that will help with the tiredness. I am also going to start taking a B12 to try and boost my energy.
Update for progress on weight loss surgery. I met with my doctor this week and he explained what my next steps will be after the endoscopy pertaining that everything goes well with the procedure next Friday. I will meet with the nurse and she will send for approval from my insurance. If I all goes well I am hoping that I will be able to have the surgery at the end of March after my two-week liquid diet.
I am so ready for this to be over. I am ready to get on the loser bench and get my health back on track.
Love, Peace and Happiness!!